Flutter

Weeping intensifies my anxiety.
Can tomorrow come without you...
here today?
The cheap chandelier falls on my face.
The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands.
Pain is unrecognizable.
All I knew was you.
You.
My love.

Flutter

Here I am in this place of none feeling...

This palace of sadness and deathly silence -

I am a prisinor not bound by bars nor chains but by flesh and bone - a monster inside myself,

and here I shall stay forever hidden away

in darkness of the darkest souls.

Flutter

April 11 2012 (my first and last true SL love)
Flutter
It’s since that first touch; I’ve been completely in love,There is nothing that you could say, I’m staying.Afraid that I can’t be what you need me to be,
But I will always keep singing, and every time
I close my eyes; I'll know that you need me,
Just as I need you,To breathe.

if i could turn the hands of time back i would in a heart beat i would be everything you needed me to be now the time has passed and ur no longer but memories of u will echo in my heart forever i am happy thou for u and i know 1 day our paths will cross in the real and who knows where that cold wind will blow ill never forget the good times we shared and ill always keep u in my heart i never stopped caring for u and ill always be there for u when u need a shoulder to lean on stay safe my love xoxoxox