Reflections

Pond, lonely moonlight reflecting from it,
I look how the wind is altering the surface...

Figures of moonlight shiveringly playing in the pond,
glittering, modifying, multiplying, imitating life...

Group of reflections in the surface,
raging wildly, spinning and swinging...

One lonely spot of light, far away from others,
quivering forgottenly, slowly dying away...

meant for others

Joy, it's just meant for others,
there's no joy in life, only sadness,
world full of depression and pain...

Love, it's just meant for others,
there's no love in life, only sorrow,
world full of darkness and tears...

Hope, it's just meant for others,
there's no hope in life, only pain,
world full of sorrow and despair...

Smile, it's just meant for others,
there's no smile for me, only anger,
world full of sadness and hatred...

World, it's just meant for others,
there's no world for me, only isolation,
place full of fear and frustration...

Reason, it's just meant for others,
there's no reason for me, only oblivion,
death that brings redemption and relief...

Life, it's just meant for others,
there's no life for me, only death,
just to die, fade away, like I would never been...

Some sins

Birth was my first sin, be here,
to cry, with my scream silence tear...

Life was my second sin, just live,
mock this world, my opinions give...

Love was my third sin, to care,
just worship her, how did I dare...

Questioning was my fourth sin, raise doubt,
my mind use, see no reasons when look out...

Rebellion was my fifth sin, my own rules make,
refuse to obey, not orders from others to take...

Arrogance is my sixth sin, to my own sins list,
to think I know, believe my own sins see in life's mist...

I will still have many sins, my own pride I will fall,
I will regret most, hope redemption before death call...

Death will be my last sin, to surrender and die,
just release my life, to darkness and oblivion fly.

unreal

You held my hand so tight
We watched the stars all night
But still I realize
There's something in your eyes.

The way you say you love me
And that we are meant to be
Is killing every piece of me
If you could only see.

There's no doubt you really care
But it's your heart you can never share
And though you tried your best to love me
It's just not meant to be and so I set you free.

It's hard for me to let go
But it's the only way I know
To spare you from suffering
And to save my heart from dying.

It's true you want my happiness
But it's time to be honest
And as much as it hurts I'm going to say it now
It's time for us to part

Still I thank you for everything
And it's your love I'll forever be missing
And now that I have to go
Remember what we had was never a show.

I love you dear and so I fear
You'll be miserable if I am near
So take this chance and explore the world
Let your heart be your sword!

Goodbye my love and be happy
I'll be fine you have nothing to worry
Take her hand and you will see,
That I was never your destiny!!

wishes

 why cant i just die
be released from this lie,
lie called as life...

I wish I'd never been,
never seen what I have seen,
never lived at all,
never felt my soul fall...

Why had I to be born,
to feel my soul torn,
to live though these fears,
to shed my endless tears...

I just wish to die,
get away from this lie,
lie called as life...

I Dont Understand

I don't understand why you're this way 
What did I do or what did I say 

We've been together for so long 
What did I do that was so wrong 

A kiss A tear 
It's your voice I want to hear 

We don't laugh any longer 
my hopes are weakening not getting stronger 

After all this time what do I do 
All I can say is "I LOVE YOU

hurt

I know I made our lives a mess,
because I'm such a jerk
I know I've caused you so much stress,
and now you think I'm dirt

I know I make the worst mistakes,
we both know that is true
I know right now I have the shakes,
it's my fault cause I hurt you

I know you think I can't improve,
my actions have said so much
I know you think it's time to move,
but I can't live without your touch

I know you want a better life,
that you think I can't provide
I know you want to be a wife,
and show the world your pride

I know I really need to prove,
how much for you I care
You know I wrote this poem for you,
Babe, this to you I swear

i know

I know you'll never love me, 
and that why I cried 
I'll never feel your hand in mine, 
or even hear your softly sigh. 
I know you'll never miss me, 
or even notice I'm gone. 
to me you're somebody, 
but to you I am nobody. 
I know you'll never cry for me, 
like the way I cried for you . 
I know you'll never want me, 
so what can I do ? 
I know you'll never think of me, 
I'll never cross your mind. 
you never had a thought of me, 
I'd always take the time. 
I know you'll never look for me, 
like that way I looked for you. 
each face you see is different , 
each girl I seen was you . 
I know you'll never lose your heart, 
like the way I lost mine. 
they say times the greats healer, 
but I have no time. 
I know you'll never love me, 
and that's why I cried. 
although my body is living, 
my heart is bound to die . 
I know you'll never love me, 
like I loved you

broken heart

I wake up each morning, Its like I'm in Hell. 

My mind races fast, who can I tell? 

I feel the pain, it will not subside, 

see deep down inside, it feels like I've died. 

A piece of me is missing, all I can see, 

is darkness and black, surrounding me. 

I have not forgotten, all of the pain, 

sometimes it feels like I'm going insane. 

I hold on to this love, so very tight 

I can't give up, can't let it out of my sight. 

I try to move on, I really do 

but I just can't, cause I still love you. 

Please love, open your eyes and see, 

No one can love you as much as me. 

I gave you my heart, my whole life, 

you took them both and became my wife. 

We promised to love, to have, to hold 

together forever, even after we're old. 

but you walked out, left me for dead, 

now all I have left, is a cold empty bed. 

I lay down each night, praying I might, 

wake up to my love, holding me tight. 

My broken heart speaks, its hurts so bad, 

my life goes on, I live but I am so dead

keira

Your smile so beautiful as the sun that shines through on a warm sunny day
With a simple flash of that sexy smile you take my breath away
And every time I see your face
smile remembering each loving embrace

Your eyes twinkle like the stars bright in the sky
Staring deep into caring eyes leaves no questions why
I loose myself in your en...trancing stare
I feel like to you my soul I could bare

Your intoxicating smell as sweet as a fully bloomed rose
Which is just one more reason why it is you that I have chose
Your familiar scent warms my heart
And will trigger fond memories if we ever have to part

Your voice is as calming as the ocean waves meeting the shore
Teaching me the meaning of feelings I never felt before
I could spend hours listening to you on here
Reaching a level we have only known

Someone Special

I remember the first day we made eye contact 
Because that's the day my life turned around 
I knew from that very moment 
True love is what I had found 

The way you looked in my eyes 
And flashed me your beautiful smile 
Told me from that very moment 
Your what I was looking for all the while 

The way that you make me feel inside 
Takes my every breath away 
I've never come across anyone like you 
That can leave me feeling this way 

You know I love you with every ounce of my heart 
And wouldn't want anything to ever change 
But no matter what ever happens 
I will always love you the same 

And I know there are things about me 
That I'm not really proud of 
But you look right through all the bad 
And still give me 100% of your love 

It's not often that anyone in the world 
Could find someone so special like you 
I am thankful everyday of my life 
To be blessed with someone so loving, and true 

It truly is a blessing to have you 
And to be able to share our love together 
Losing you can never be an option 
Because I want to spend my life with you forever

until you came

Until you came into my world,
there was nothing but darkness and gloom.
My world was missing the clouds and the sun,
and also the stars and the moon.
I never believed in magic,
but you just appeared from thin air.
I thought I would only be lonely in life,
but now I'm a complete a pair.
You make me who I am at this point,
mold me in every way.
There’s not a precious moment,
where I do not want to give you my entire day.
The passion between us is strong,
ferocious to those that see.
The feelings that are shared between us.
Me for you and you for me.

Death, My Friend

Death, my friend, you are always there,
from you, no one flee, you are everywhere,
still, I wonder, why you are never here...

Death, my friend, you release others from pain,
all those people, they get free, so many slain,
yet, I ask, why I am still here in vain...

Death, my friend, you everywhere see,
from you, just redemption, can I plea,
here I ask, come here, set me free.

end

I can feel the darkness around,
it's draining vitality from me...

Coldness slowly filling my body,
my vision is fading away...

Laugh, sick sadistic laugh,
that's the last thing I hear...

death

Death, you are my sweet love,
come and give me your cold embrace...

Wrap your icy arms around me,
hold me, kiss me till I die...

Let me feel your cold touch,
feel you, feel death of my flesh...

Release my soul from this agony,
give me freedom, let me die...

Epitaph

Under the sweetest flower,
in the garden of bones,
in deep, here I sleep.

On my ground, tears shower,
sorrow, bathing my tombstones,
for me, do not weep.

Chaos blooms

Stare the chaos, look it in the sky,
can you see that, see how clouds cry,
can you feel their sorrow, their pain,
share their sorrow, feel the rain...

Wildly raging chaos,
nothing dare to cross...

Bloody rain of the chaos, soaking,
on the ground it pours, flooding,
to go everywhere, rain of the chaos dared,
not even the darkest ground is spared...

Growth of the vine, rise of the roses,
wild, untamed, to the sky reaches...

See those blood red flowers,
ones that bathe in the blood showers,
see them soon start to bloom,
for others, they predict doom...

From the vines, demons nest,
woven, like the finest vest...

Fiends fangs, razor sharp, spreading the pain,
demons tearing the flesh, mortals just slain,
breaking the limbs, shedding blood in the drain,
for humans, their life was for vain...

Do not shelter in the fear,
it only will you spear...

Give up the life and just die,
death is the friend, don't be a shy,
scream, let out that final cry,
in the last moment, just ask, why...

Finally just rot, to the soil turn,
for your time, in the ground sojourn...

Life, chaos, from the underground just stare,
feed the roses, feed the vines, from them care,
next time, maybe, your life they spare,
inside the mother earth, death for a while wear..

Chaos and roses

Elixir of life, feeds the life,
shedding it, there is no strife...

Roses are always roses,
in that, not even chaos looses...

Crimson is soul of the roses,
no matter what the chaos chooses...

Roses, as fragile as they are,
only their lovers, that fragility scare...

That razor, deeper in your wrist sink,
in roses, more your soul it link...

Do not fear, thorns will not spear,
just be here, feel yourself dear...

I see distortion, demons are here,
I hunt them, I trap them in sphere...

Still, chaos is our mother,
and chaos is our father...

I look and see, love is there,
do you dare to interfere...

Chaos and death

There are no exceptions, not even roses,
in life, everything grow, wither and die...

Life is chaos, life is choices,
storms like chaos, can race on the sky...

From their remnants, roses back rise,
as always, from the death, life will grow...

Like phoenix, from the ashes, life arise,
so feed the life, let your blood just flow...

Slit the wrist, stare the mist, take a last breath,
death and chaos, those make everything nourish...

Pay the price, get your prize, embrace the death,
through the chaos and death, all will flourish...

the one that

Take my hand,
Drips of tears.
Lead me out of here.
Fear,
everywhere.

Tears continue to pour.
I start to fade away.
What was once Bright,
quickly turns Black.
My heart?
Beaten.
My eye?
Burn with tears.
My wrist?
What wrist?

My hope is gone,
done with.
It left when you did.
Now I'm waiting.
Waiting on something that will never come
someone who will never show.

slowly dying.
Slowly fading.
Bright goes to dark.
Light to black.
Happy to dead.
Smile to frown.

Me to nothing.
You to..
The one that killed me.

the final cut part 2

Life is such a beautiful thing we say.
To the artist, how can we ever repay?
Shall we be your toys, oh lord?
for you, shall we entertain?
Please pay us no heed lord,we thank you for your disdain.

You need not speak lord,we are not worthy of such attention.
Like loyal pets; we lick your hand,
even if it is the source of our infliction.
War, molestation, famine, and disease

only strengthen our faith in you.
How could someone not see this too?
We grovel at your feet lord, how dare they call you a fraud!
How dare they speak against thee! a kind and loving god.

Phantasm

You are not human;
you are a poltergeist
trapped in a meat suit.
Tea leave salves,
moonlight strolls,

these calm your restless spirit.
You possess a skeleton
but you are not made of bones.
Cartilage fades without you,
flesh slips away,
blood solidifies a corpse.

But on a rasping breath
you will leave it,
drifting from desert winds
to tropical typhoons.
You shall hear songs and whispers,
prayers and laments,
privy to the world’s secrets.

And a day may come
when a breeze carries you
through the hollows of
your abandoned crown
and you will rise from burial dirt,
a memory made to haunt the world.


crunch Goes Their Skull
Chase them round the town at night.
Their presence seems revolting.
Break their ankles with a hammer.
Then cave their skulls in.
Drag the body back down the road.
Avoiding other people.

If someone happens to see you though.
Then pop goes that weasel.
You may ask, what's the point?
Well I haven't damn clue.

The victims just seem out of place.
too many of them to count through.
You may think this a nonsense task.
Why are they revolting?
that doesn't matter, you've come this far.
There's no point in folding.

hide it
Where are the marks?
Where is the pain?
I see you smiling now,
But it's all the same.

You hide behind,
That mask you wear,
I wear one too,
It's beginning to tear.

Snide remarks,
And a hateful tone,
I feel so 'loved',
I'm all alone.

When the days stop coming,
And my soul is free,
Wherever you are,
Is where I want to be.

I don't know how,
Why or when,
I'm all caught up,
With you again.

Please let me go,
You're tearing me down.
I still love you,
When you come around.

Are you still living?
Oh my dear,
What are you leaving,
When you're done here?

Please put that down,
Your hurt enough.
I know living,
Isn't just rough.

We all have time,
But it ticks away
What will we do?
What will we say?

Where is your heart?
I've lost mine too,
I can't start over
But neither can you

at night

At night

At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true

At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left

At night I wish we could go to the way things were

At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended

At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I

At night I realize there's no more us

At night I dream of us together again

At night I wish for us to be together again

But in the

morning I realize it was all

At Night

i want to fly with you

The night I met you in words only on a screen I knew I had to have you not only in my dreams! The words that we have shared have caused my heart to care At first I was a little frightened to share myself with you but you showed me ways to make my nights brighten You loved my body over and over again you took me to heaven and made me live again! I have come to want to devour you not just on this place but I want to touch your body and feel you near I want to hold you tightly not just in words but face to face: I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared, I want to do things to you that others would only dare: I want to make our fantasies all come true for, babe, I want to fly with you.

My Love

Staring at a blank screen
waiting for your arrival
but you never come.
How could you leave me like this
alone in a world so cold
You told me you loved me with all your heart
I should have known from the very start
that our love would come to a bitter end.
I will remain waiting for you, though,
staring through my teary eyes
and hoping for an I.M. that will never come
knowing that I am just a figment from your past
and that this is really the end.

Full Heart, Empty Arms

Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit;

Never a flicker of flame, but with

Arching bolts which strike with a force

That disturbs my ability to focus.

My mind races as waves of passion flush over

My darken

skin, causing me to gaze upon visions

Of impossible romantic possibilities.

Pathetic is this guy who anticipates the

True rhythm of love, with a girl she will never hold.

My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering,

As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak

to her: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

the final cut

I am lost soul
No where to go
Darkness all around
Like the cuts on my skin
The blade sits before me mocking me
i need it i want it
i long to see my skin swell and bleed
i slowly take the blade
First cut will be my last
As i cut into my vein
My blood drips
i dont scream or cry
My Final Cut kills me tonight

trapped in black

I'm so alone, but there's no way back
If you can hear me, I'm trapped in the black
He came to see me, the uninvited guest
And with his scythe he crushed my chest
Then he mocked me with his slow hand clapping
As I lay there, my last breaths gasping

I fell from life to a place called dead
The lights went out, but my pneuma fled
If this is the norm I cannot tell
I'm not close to heaven, but near to hell
There's no ticking clock, no time to gauge
Is chronic isolation death's second stage?

I'm a fading picture of a random thought
A forgotten archive through which to sort
All that I am is an ethereal essence
A withering dream of a once real presence
And I'm so alone, but there's no way back
No one can hear me, I'm trapped in the black

All that I had went one by one
A last memory to purge and then I'll be gone
But it's him, with his slow hand clapping
And I'm lying there, my last breaths gasping
...clapping...gasping...the reaper is my keeper
...clapping...gasping...the reaper is my keeper

words of hope

One night on graveyard of the angels, I was walking,
that night I saw an angel, saw her crying,
her wings broken, torn, hurt, she was dying...

Angel, such an beauty, fallen from the heavens garden,
I watched her soul escape in the little tears,
to see her there, so deadly wounded, it was burden,
she was lost, fallen, dying, filled with fears...

She was lying on the cold white marble plate,
to help her I tried, but I was too late,
in the pool of blood, to die, was her fate...

Angel stared me, I heard her silent cries,
pale little form on pool of so red blood,
angel, so fragile thing with beautiful eyes,
in rage I cried, next who dies will be god...

I took angel on my arms, kissed, loved, hold her near,
gave my warmth, words of hope I whispered in her ear,
god will pay for this crime, my love, do not fear...

death

As i sat upon those dank old stairs,
where i met a man who wasn’t there,
With cold dead eyes and a toothy grin,
He held my hand as thou light grew dim,
He whispered in my ear and took my pain,
And made a deal as it began to rain,

My soul to take i did offer the,
But instead he sat me a top his knee,
you will live forever for what you have done,

and strive to be the man you should become,
You will not die today nor tomorrow,
for your punishment alone is your endless sorrow,

immortal you will be till the day i say,
and until then you shall take a deep breath,
and remember my name.
for i am Death

Oh little Generaless

Here I am
At the midnight hour.
The blood on this knife,
fills me with power.

A wondering soul
as it passes the gates,
is suddenly snatched
by the one who waits.

They must be collected,
every last one.
Oh little Generaless,
It has almost begun.

You may have felt a shiver,
running down your spine.
It is merely a collection of souls,
of which I shall combine.

They told you to look toward the shadows,
but you they have deceived.
I have told you multiple times,
they are not to be believed.

You have been foolish,
thinking you can win...
Oh little Generaless,
you do make me grin.

Let the tears flow

Many times tears are shed,
does it make us dead?

Life, that - tears can create,
for that, tears you should not hate...

So let the tears just rain,
get released from your pain...

In the stone, roses can grow,
just feed them, let the tears flow...

Shelter the roses in love and care,
even out from stone, grow, they dare...

Decision

With nice little twist,
I slit my wrist...

Not waiting life to kill,
rather my own blood I spill...

It's my own choice, I have no fears,
only pain, in eyes some unshed tears...

On the floor, blood making stains,
slowly releasing me from my pains...

Bloody stains, stains like in my soul,
caused by all the pain, this life so foul...

Vision finally fading away, soon it's all done,
staring darkness, oh so black, soon it's all gone...

Soon I'm released, free from this pain,
suffering and life, it was all just in vain...

Thought, funny how blood makes difference between life and death,
farewell life, so painful, so useless, gonna take my last breath...

This night

Rays of light, last in the sky,
with descending sun, soon to die...

Diving behind horizon, light just disappear,
from the darkness reaching out, shadows appear...

Dark shadows, lurking out to hunt and eat,
children of the dark, soon biting mortal meat...

Loud screams of desperation and pain,
echoing for dead ears, just dying in vain...

This night, demons will have feast,
this night, world is for the beast...
Dreams of Darkness
I see demonic shadows,
floating in the darkness,
waiting me to fall a sleep,
searching a moment of my weakness...

Shadows of death,
inside my head,
this outstanding pain,
in my brain...

Flames of hellfire,
in my eyes,
smell of death,
in my nose...

Molten seas of hell,
this demonic smell,
someone is casting a dark spell,
holding me in the hell...

Final salvation

In the swirling mist, my path is lost,
no turning back, it's the cost...

To the darkness, forever I am bound,
for me, final salvation is found...

My darkest secret, black veil of death,
in it's cold embrace, I take no breath...

Final sacrifice, split blood,
out, from veins just flood...

Everlasting hunger, my final cross,
in the misery of past, it is no loss...

Last drops of life, poured from the dead,
sacrifice for this night, made for the undead...

Live forever

Sharp fangs, shining in the moonlight,
for the living creatures, causing a fright...

Vampires of the mist are in bloodlust,
to drink fluid of life, they must...

Not for them your pity and tears shed,
through the death continue their life undead...

Things for yourself just easy to make,
give your blood, let them your life take...

Let go of your life, they drink away your pain,
then you are not lost, alone, in this vain...

Chaos won

Flash of pain, fangs, like a razor, sink in the flesh, dig so deep,
chaos, in the mind of the dying, blood spraying from the vein...

Nothing lasts forever, eternal continuity, chaos don't allow,
nightmares in the minds of waiting ones, death, chaos will show...

Cry, let the bloody tears flood, you child of the weak god, weep,
stare me, see how I slay image of the god, pray to be insane...

Their minds, filled with the pain, drowning in the feeling so hollow,
vines they stare, roses there, you are gone, they know...

I've come to harvest a life, you can't even your soul to keep,
I take what belongs to me, I tear off the soul and it stain...

Someone sobbing, in their life, there's fallen a dark shadow,
loss, from their sorrowful minds, joy is dying, so slow...

You can't resist me, demon, chaos itself, bend for the final reap,
everything is part of me, even your puny god, taste the pain...

Thorns, still bite the touching hands, ignoring their sorrow,
over a dark hill, flowerbed of the blood red roses, just glow...

Curse your god, he can't help, I pass you in the eternal sleep,
chaos swallow all to nothingness, your cries echo in vain...

Only one who still can mourn for you, is the black widow,
weeping dark form, over the black ground, let the tears flow...

Fangs tear flesh so weak, you, to the oblivion they sweep,
fly to sleep in side of your weak god, only death will remain...

Shadow fall on the new grave from nearby tree, sitting crow,
chaos won, in the gravestone, stone roses once again grow..

strong

Here I sit, stare nothingness through my tears, seeing nothing but a pain,
feeling how life just fall through my fingers, like ashes, without meaning,
tears burning my soul, cutting my eyes, filling me with the numbness...

Here I live when others are hurt, and it hurts me, hurt because of the life,
why I am lucky one, Why I manage to get through that pain, through the sorrow,
all it hurts me, life is so unfair, hurting just like random, hurting innocent...

Here I wonder what have granted me this special favour, power over the pain,
favour to avoid most pain, favour to be as I am, be as so strong as I am,
it hurts me because of the weak, it hurts but I'll survive because I am strong...

Children Of the Moon

Waiting screams - echoing in world, howls,
our voices in darkness so complete, howls,
stars bring some pale light, echoing howls...

Soon our reason of being ascends to the sky,
staring, waiting, soon our moon will fly...

It will raise soon, then we howl for the moon,
still, for some unlucky, it will bring the doom...

In the sky, moon as full as only it can be,
in down here, it's children, us, it see...

Outside us, hairs are growing,
howling to the sky, moon is our mother,
inside us, hunger is growing,
howling to the sky, moon is our father...

We see our parents grow, wither and die,
we see cycle of the life, it happens on the sky...

We are beasts of the doom,
we are children of the moon...

Children of the mind

                                                                                                                      

inside my mind on dark side theres demons hive throught my eyes out in
 the night they dive for weak gods children, death those demons give,
on helpless world, my demons of mind will thrive,
worshipers of the useless god, soon gone, no one alive...
Souls of the gods fools, those demons will tear apart,
hiding from them is useless, demons no one can outsmart,
from them - protects nothing, to be strong is no any rampart,
demons give no mercy, in any weakness - they hit like a dart...
From your god, pray no salvation, he is weak, can't save no one,
demons will slaughter souls, it takes long till they are done,demons,
those children of mine, are like me, they spare none.Humans,
mortals, weak images of weak god, will turn to                                                            
pools of blood, to tear off any part, spill the blood, for demons, it is
power above god.In my eyes, tears of fatherly pride, I stare havoc, sweet
demons of my mind...

Flesh for Flesh

like shiny stars, red eyes,
glowing in darkness of the night,
gliding through the pitch black skies,
beasts prepare for the survival fight,
soon it's time, soon someone dies...

Unborn child, innocent flesh,
straight from womb of mommy,
meat, oh so sweet, so fresh,
to feed little beast tummy...

Is there any better purpose for a man,
to be stock of warm meat,
higher purpose for arrogant human,
to be melting in belly heat,
food for demons, that's fate of man...

thank you

In my life I have lost some things, twice.

I had forgotten how to smile,
how to see bit further, beyond this misery.

I had forgotten how to be happy,
how to trust anyone, give them power over me.

I had forgotten how to be me,
buried everything deep inside, hidden from others.


You taught me how to smile again,
to laugh without reason, to cry from the joy.

You taught me way to be myself,
made me reveal what I am, to give someone power over me.

You taught me how to be happy,
to feel that warmth inside, to believe someone cares.


Thank you for revealing my error again,
showing that path of tears lie in sorrow, not in joy.

Thank you for taking it all away,
making me to hide myself again, to trust no one.

Thank you for telling I am nothing,
pointing my place, to be outcast by my own choice.

Love Meant Nothing

Have you seen reflections, emotions in the others eyes?
Have you stared love in the face, seen it in the eyes?

Have you seen love die in those same eyes?
Seen all that hope, how it is gone, how it just dies?

Have you felt what it feels when love dies? To be left alone?
Have you felt when world falls around you? How you are there alone?

Is there life after that? Is there anything after that pain,
anything after you seen that? After your life has gone in the drain...

I see nothing, all is just gone, drown in my pain, gone for vain...
I have no reason to live, I have felt my soul to die, my soul to be slain...

My life is so useless, worthless, meant nothing to the other, like a love,
it was just there to die and be gone, my love meant nothing, just gone...

Feelings for You

I knew it right from the start
You had pierced an arrow in my heart
I had always known,
I had feelings for you
Everything I did,
I did for you
Everything I said,
I said for you
Wow, this feeling is incredible
I never knew I could feel this way again

You made me feel this way
I love even more and more each day
I say “I love you”
And you say “I do too”
But then… It seems to just fade away
I don’t know what I did
But now you’re gone
And I know,
I still have feelings for you

Lucifer

I was born under ground
I walk at night to wreak havoc
Designed the underworld
Those dead people’s souls thrive
Caught in one pool of death
I am Lucifer

I sit on my throne
Sucking the souls of innocents
I am hot and also the color red
To sooth my mind
I find torturing people amusing
I have on mother, I was formed from lava
It created me
The most powerful being

I gazed upon a town and loved it
Only because it burned for three days
With demons to do my dirty work
And magical powers to enforce things
I am bad ass
So swiftly and witty

For my birthday present I burnt down heaven
The gods fell from the sky as acid rain
Zeus wasn’t pleased
My strength grows and grows every day

I have no sons or daughters, just slaves
I stood proudly before them
As we destroyed the world
I turned my horses that way and watched it burn
Men, children, and women died that day
I am the one who would rule all

I gave the people life but not for long
My temper soon gave in and I killed them all for good
The power coming from me is all mighty
On my throne I do sit proud
This is the happiest I’ve been in a long time

The one I miss

Don’t know what I did 
Just wondering why
All I can do 
Is think of you and cry
Knowing how much I loved you
You played with my heart
Now I’m just a book that all torn up
Now your gone 
There's nothing more to do
I'll jus sit in my little corner
And think about you
Because, you're the one I miss

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To be apart of a family like mine is so divine
where love is shown  hurt is shared
our love for each other is never impaired
we talk we laugh we cry but we are a family
and we do it all together  for as a family
we do it all as one you hurt one you hurt all
and as a family unit  we will all stand tall
for we are family a family full of strength
a family full of love a family no one can touch
that, s why I love my family so much.

Destruction

I was foolish to trust I knew of your ways heart breaks and blood lust you bring destruction to those you touch you think your hot like art like magic but you are nothing to the beholder do as you please ignorant and careless obsessed with being free yet your all i got why care who you hurt as long as you get what you want push me aside pass me by while on others you feed so blind with no feelings yet your all i have the only one who understands my pain but one day i'll leave no goodbyes no fairwells until the next one you decieve

shadow soul

wicked intentions bleeding lies from front row seats to your own hatred can something thats already broken break again. they say its safer to dream when your awake, terrifying darkness covers your icy heart, a blanket over a world thats thankless alive inside but feeling dead to unforgiving to realize who cares. darkness falls the demons call a voice so chilling and demamding will you obey its command or continue to walk the other way. within your head plays a hypnotic tune the increasing pain deep within your heart is bound to control you soon for now you walk though nothing matters and avoid the pain hidden deep within, but not saved this is just a delay stairing through the darkness with eyes so sad waiting in fear for the end to be near

transparent goodbyes

so much to be said lips sealed shut agony from lost love pain within held so deep take a pill fall asleep just an edge in the game of love save your self from open wounds that never scab no purpose to live life bleeding within your heart scars that wont fade tears that fall the hardest thing is losing it all alone in darkness the tears fall in spite of countless tries passion still dies and still love continues to fall

something for nothing

consuming what i thought could be something that i could not gasp someone i could never have someone i could die for in an instance someone that stays within my heart something life wont let me near something i know will never happen what else is there to believe in except love has come and went nothing i have ever felt before and i know ill never love the way i love you my dear

Tragic love

This is a story thats beautiful lyical, A fabulous tale of a tragic love that NO longer could be.

It should be told, yet so many details I ought to spare.. A beautiful angel without a home, An immortal soul who was left to roam and a desert Island that once was full of life.

A love so devine extremely passionate and rare, A love that was meant to be not a soul could come between..

What happened to them was tremendously unfair, Raging fires from a mystical light beyond the desert sands engulfed there hearts one night a happy ending this may not be...

She died in the fire as he was lost at sea, seperate from the love they once shared and now apart, So now that I bring this tragic love to an end before any tears may start to descend, The tragedy has been made very clear thou there is so much you didn't hear A love like that only lies within out dreams but never told

The End

broken dreams

The tragic story of loves broken dreams struggles on subsequent to what was under gone and never will be, Only desperate plees from the stormy seas begging please let her sea let the love that could be grow higher then any mountain peek.....

Let her be within the stars watching the doves fly high above waiting for the one that could love her forever, But now time has drifted away..

She will wait for eternity known i'll never arrive Cuz she let love die and drift ashore, My reasons for being was stripped away Cuz she made her destiny, Now she will be incomplete and will stay that way.

I will always remain and she can't come back so hard for her to see or even understand a person can only take so much pain before they slip away, Ones heart can take so much pain before forcing itself to let go forcing itself under hoping to drawn in a sea full of misery.

Screaming out her name as i cast down below, The waves of eternal death, thou i know i can never die to be with her is worth a try, One deep breath and my lungs start to fill, second inhale still not enough to kill as i float below the sea.

I hear the voice i been aching for reaching me from beyond the waves a taste of what i madly crave I  maybe gone but i'll never leave consider that as your grave forever i give my love, Not even you can out live my love..Undecided

Nothing Left

You try and you try you can't avoid the lies, The pain your heart feels but you continue to deal and take blame for the misery you feel.

This life that you lead those tears that you bleed, Torn at the heart feeling your soul fall apart, It's taken control what does it matter if you only get sadder.

No one hears No one cares, So don't fight it let go as the sickness takes hold you lost except it give in and respect it..

There never let you forget allowing only regret while the tears you shed fall to the ground, You have to die before you can live, When you have nothing left to give..