My love

Oh, where could you be?
Six feet under and waiting for me.

My heart, my soul,
Please breath for me.
The sickness dwells
in you and in me.

Take away my pain,
Please show no shame~
I will love you forever,
And never ever say 'never'.
You are perfect for me,
we think the same way you see.

The way we see things eye to eye,
The loneliness that hides inside.
Sing a song to drowned the pain,
And drink enough beer,
to forget the shame,
of a long lost love.

But no wait!
He's still here~
You keep him here with your knife,
Hands up and bound,
No way he'll fight.

The drug is wearing thin,
and your thoughts are caving in.
Wait until the sunrise.
He'll be sure to die~

Plague Of Despair

I’m drowning in this pouring rain which chokes me
Bringing dark clouds upon my sanity

A chill that breaks my bones and steals my soul
Where is the smallest of light to penetrate me
To lift this doom, gloom and boom

Electricity like a lightning bolt  
Tearing through my brain with pain
Shocking me and shocking me 
I feel I could be reaching insanity

Dark shadows are following me
Mocking me everywhere I turn 
Do they want me in an early grave?
To torment me more for all eternity
With unlimited uncertainty 

The irrational mistrusting voice codes I hear
Disturbs the chance for peace of mind
Believing all the things it tells me
Becoming my one and true reality

devils payment

My dear

I fear

The time has come

For you to make a payment

After all

We have an agreement

I give you what you desire

Yet you ask for more

And what do I get?

Your word

That you'll pay up

Say I can trust you

Wish I could, really

But, If memory

Serves me right

You had till tonight

To give me my payment

One way, or the other

I will get what I came for

Whether its your soul

Or another

Makes no difference to me

But, you see

I'm on a tight schedule

So let's make this quick

Oh, stop with the begging!

You're making me sick!

Enough of this bullshit

You're coming with me

To the depths of hell

For all eternity

Didn't I tell you?

Fame...

Comes at a price

And it's time

in this life

A haunting ghost, 
this daze I find myself in, 
a lifeless hypnotic hollow state, 
this host that bears a faceless reflection within. 

Drawn to shadows, 
the mindlessly catatonic dead yet living, 
this dreaded manic life, 
like the living with the dead infected. 

Here beneath the melancolic voice,
of my sadistic semantic reasoning, 
I find unable to define the madness, 
sound of deafening silence screaming. 

Frozen inside a dead like state, 
trying to shout but stifled.
How voiceless seems my words,
unspoken my thoughts remain embedded. 

Yet unwritten my poems, 
expressions of me 
in a symphonic calygraphy of tears and blood 
mixed with ink. 
Missing pieces of what I used to be.