Broken

My heart is shattering slowly reminders of you stay fresh in a sea full of tears wake me in the morning when sunshines again its frightening when all i know falls apart and all i know is you
my heart screams in pain never knew emptiness would make me feel like its the end of the world hunger squeezrs me tighter my soul is lost in embssy my eyes fill with tears all hope is gone ashtrays filled with sleepless nights tears that wont dry weeping intensifies can tomorrow come without you here today rain falls on my fface the rose filled gun explodes in my hand darkness takes toll as i drop to my knees pain is unrecognizable when all i knew was you as i fade into an endless sleep

Weeping intensifies my anxiety.

Can tomorrow come without you...

here today?

The cheap chandelier falls on my face.

The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands.

Pain is unrecognizable.

All I knew was you.

You.

My love. 

you are lycan

Pain like no other Your skin torn to fur,
Your legs buckling,Crunch of the bones
A crushing pain ripples through your body.
You want to let out the roar scratching at your throat But you know, not now.
Wait till the trees are rushing past you.
Finally you shred the last pieces of human.
Your eyes burn amber, a pentagram in your sights.
Let me go, you say, the moon tells you to wait.
Growling in displeasure, you stretch you lean muscles.
Beautiful even in the pelt, your legs extend and you make for the forest.
The night is young and it is calling for you.
Answer back.
You do, howling in all your precious glory.
Claws scratching at the ground, you gain speed.
You draw alongside the pack.
They welcome you with pushes and shoves.
Solace at last. You are lycan

vivid

Into the dim lit, bare walls of my world, You entered, bringing light and life to me, The vivid colors, painted with a swirl Of wit and charm, of personality, With tender care, you added comfort, warmth,And images that line the now bright walls.
I look upon them fondly, bringing forth A thankfulness that you walk in these halls With me; our friendship has become a part Of my world now; it has its special place, Within my being, life, and in my heart,Your name hangs right beside your smiling face. Rememb'ring just how drab these walls had been,I have to thank you for the light, my friend.

Love

In the night she lay awake, In the night he crept upon her She looked at the shining glass
His beauty is all she can see He takes her to him and kisses her She knows what he is
She raises the knife, Ready to strike
But she cannot do it Her love for him exceeds all things He hisses as the knife is lowered
His anger, His Pain But as she pleads for him to understand,He bites her open She lays silent and cold He takes her with him Through the years
They are together

Alone

 Alone I sit on the top of a hill
Thinking of how my unlife has been
Of the pain and the sorrow I've seen
In the eyes of my victims before they lay still.

Though a hunter in darkness I must be
The feelings of guilt always come back
When I sink my teeth in another man's neck
My conscience is the only light left in me.


All I want is to leave the shadows behind
And truly this time I will
For I no longer desire to kill
Thoughts of light are now on my mind.


I'm waiting for the sunrise today
On the lonely hill where I sit
And maybe, I'll catch a glimpse of it
Before the wind blows my ashes away.

To Keira

Your beauty overwhelms me As I wrap my arms around you I press your softness tight
Great passion fills my inner being I'm captured in your embrace Your eyes control my very soul
The touch of your lips, heaven Forever frozen in time All else fades into nothing The reasons why I  love you, You give me hope And help me to cope When life pulls me down You bring me around You teach me to care And help me to share You make me honest With kindness the best From you I learned love With grace from above It's for you I live And I want to give You are the reason That fills each season When I hear love I think of you You are my world and best friend too I love you because you are so kind, thoughtful and caring I love you because you are so pleasant, lovely and sharing You made me the man I am

Lost

Here I am in this place of none feeling...
This palace of sadness and deathly silence -
I am a prisinor not bound by bars nor chains but by flesh and bone - a monster inside myself,
and here I shall stay forever hidden away
in darkness of the darkest souls.