Friday, November 27, 2020

Saturn and Earth's Daydream

 The ring around Saturn was in a shimmering 

Thought I had 

That it would be cool to live in 

Id imagine going around around 

In the center ring 

I'd live in a oval dome 

With an elliptical rotation 

Birds would sing to me an evening dream 

A gentle wind did come from a spiral chasm 

Meandering between 

Pines mangoes green tea 

The tourists from earth 

Mingle orthographically 


Beyond the ground and in the elevated breeze 

Gardens hang from arching beams 

standing height to up and over 

Otro lado in verde cielo con luz viene entre a aqui 

That's just the way it seems 

Why say anything of earth 

It's just become a memory 

The ways of earth 

Some would think but what would we say 

But it's earth you won't ever go there 

So be quiet please

Monday, July 20, 2020

Hunter Becomes Hunted

(An unlucky human has the tables turned as this huge brown bear exacts brutal revenge for being hunted!)

Gun jamming, the bullet is unable to be fired.
Staring at an enormous beast closing in.
Too late to run as the creature overtakes me.
One swing of its massive paw shatters my shoulder,
Ripping skin and snapping bone as blood pours,
Leaving my arm hanging from the socket.
Ribs are broken by the force of powerful jaws.
Falling to the ground, I try to play dead.
Injured and crippled, staying still is my only hope.
A vain attempt at preserving life, failure is the result.
Eaten alive, this enraged animal rips me to pieces!
Gorging on the mutilated body of human prey!

On Sacred Ground

I stray onto sacred ground
The resting place of souls bygone.
Solace is what I seek,
But there is no solace
No succor to be found
Not here among broken, fallen stones.
Nor bent, wilting trees.
I search for you under the moon
Thoughts of you race through my mind
Feelings better left unspoken.
This was our place
The fertile earth from which the black rose of our love took seed.
We exchanged blood amidst these graves.
Transfused our darkest thoughts and dreams.
It is here too that our love died.
A fitting place for something that is no more


night walk

As I walked down the leaf bestrewn path
The trees seemed to show their wrath
As the wind violently attacked
In the obscure pitch black
The nearby hot spring was a steam bath

In the moonlight it steamed, gleamed, and screamed
The night was just like a dream
Only it was a nightmare:
Frightening, fateful, freakish, fear
Nothing was as it seemed.

Alone, abandoned, afraid and ambivalent
I must have looked very innocent
As I opened up the gate
Leading to my ominous fate
I opened the doors to imprisonment, which kept me alert and vigilant


The paved graves, brave and gray
Ghosts glanced at me and waved
I stood frozen in the night
There was only one street light
The ghosts raved; they were a cold urgent wave
Craving to be saved

Friday, May 29, 2020

dark of night

Deep in the dark of an October night,
We wait to see the nocturnal light,
A slight glow from the forest comes,
Creeping along the ground it runs,
With eyes as red as the sun at dawn,
It makes its way toward the living who are having fun,
The trick or treat crowd is walking along,
Not knowing the creature is on the run,
With snarling teeth and pointed ears,
It steadily follows the little dears,
When they reach the house and play a prank,
It leaps at them and in fear they tank,
Running for their lives in the dark of night,
It follows them as they seek the light,
One trickster cries out in fear,
As the snarling creature comes near,
Suddenly they realize its the neighbors dog,
Dressed up to resemble a wolf in the fog,
Now the prank is on the tricksters,
It not so funny to be chased by hungry eaters,
Maybe next year they will forget the pranks,
And just collect candy where last year their hearts sank

Scattered

scattered pieces of my heart
lying around
shadows of my soul
haunting the world
sharp splinters of my smile
gone forever
lost whispers of my sanity
hurting the night
wandering emptiness of my thoughts
killing me
black fragments of my future
suffocating love
broken bits of life
annihilating whats left of me
the chains of your lost life
are binding my black wings
I am unable to fly
unable to be free
and unable to heal

Monday, May 11, 2020

the children of the night

The moon is full and shining,
it fills us with delight.
It's time we went out hunting,
we children of the night
Listen to us calling.
The night is clear and still,
and nature sits with bated breath
as we run down our kill.
The mystery of our Moon Song
will fill your heart with dread.
We come as bat or werewolf
to take you from your bed.
The screaming of our victims,
beaten, bloody, raw
is music to our monstrous ears
as we regale in gore.
When once we take your virtue
betray you with our bite,
then you must come and join us,
we children of the night.
Come join in the love songs
we render to the Moon.
Come take part in our ritual
and dance the Devil's tune.
For we are Satan's children.
We run before the light,
delighting in dark kingdoms,
we children of the night.

Saturday, May 2, 2020

Black

black are my wings
dark as the night
produce a fake smile
not worth the fight

black are the days
lying behind
no golden sunrays
staring blind

black are the thoughts
wandering in my head
cant connect the dots
between good and bad

black in the world
pitch dark outside
and all is swirled
nowhere to hide

black is all that remains
if I am fighting no more
dark clouds
will be my chains

behind a black prison door

Sunday, April 12, 2020

lost souls

locked in prison with no escape,
keeping track of long lost days.
where will my weary soul reside,
when there is nothing left inside.

who will want my painful soul,
whose actions made of me a fool.
can I ever live with my self,
or in eternal darkness dwell.

can the light of truth free me,
or all alone will I ever be.
the fate of my life is long gone,
for I have done to much wrong.

Saturday, April 11, 2020

Pushed

the wolves growl as they watch
 you
push me into darkness
I scream as the wind takes me
by the hand
and leads me into the unknown
the stillness of the ground
 covered with soft snow confront my landing
 yet refuses to feed me
  awareness

Saturday, April 4, 2020

Salvation

will I ever find salvation?
maybe when I can get redemption
for crimes committed
a soul fill with blasphemy
a mind courting insanity
no rest for the wicked
ever
tranquilized
paralyzed
its calling my name
the darkness
it tries to lure me in
memories are haunting
taunting
the darkness comes closer
this has to stop
just give up
and when death
takes me in her cold arms
gentle
I am no longer afraid
finally salvation

Wednesday, March 25, 2020

Whispers in the Dark

silence all the laughter
everyone has gone
leave me here
let life roll along

shut out the light
I don't wish you to see
this empty existence
now en-capturing me

close all the doors
let no one in
the person you knew
is no longer me

lock all the windows
make this my cell
the dark is my prison
this is my hell

block out those sounds
let life roll along
I can still hear the music
but its not my song

Tuesday, March 17, 2020

haunted house

There's a house upon the hilltop
We will not go inside
For that is where the witches live,
Where the ghosts and goblins hide.
Tonight they have their party
All the lights are burning bright,
But oh we will not go inside
The haunted house tonight
The demons there are whirling
And spirits swirl about
They sing there song to Halloween
"Come join the fun" they shout.
But we do not want to go there
So we run with all our might
And oh we will not go inside
The haunted house tonight.

Saturday, March 14, 2020

MY SHOULDERS YOU SHALL LAY

From the whispers of silent words spoken from your mother's lips to my ears, I was told of a lovely gift coming into the future of our lives, as that gift would be you a child someone more precious than gold.                          
For as you grow within your mothers womb with love and care, as the weeks turns into months I lay sometimes here next to your mother and rub her stomach, just to feel you there moving as I touch her skin of flesh to feel you kick and stir just from my touch of my hands.                                  
For even with each memory as the days and months pass by till the day of your arrival into life, we continue to share loving and careing moments together as man and woman for these will be great memories of you our child.                                                                                                                        
But yet as the thoughts flows so gently through my mind, there is so much that I want to teach you about life like the good, the bad and ugly side of what is truly called life. For I know as your father as your mother would agree we wont always be there to protect you from the elements of this world, but as your father I can teach you how to survive in a world, that can sometimes become so ice cold and uncaring so unfeeling even to the human touch of kindness.      
For I want you to be able to think for thyself, as a young girl or young boy who will one day grow into a grown woman and grown man.  For your will make mistakes along the way as this is apart of life, but I want you to understand each lesson as they will be encounters of different kinds that you must go through within this life, but yet the most important thing to remember that we as your parents will always love you as our child that we bought into this world called life.

Thursday, March 12, 2020

Playmate

                                          I am the darkness wish will always remain
                                          who follows your footsteps and whispers your name
                                          I linger behind you, a reminder, a refrain.
                                          who sings you sweet nothing, and plays all of your games
                                          I move with all of your gestures and mirrors your soul                                                                             I am your gray side, the blackness, the coal
                                          I live without substance and burn without fire
                                          I am your truth, your mimic, and liar
                                          I chase you without running, I follow your lead

                                         I'm always behind you
                                         I am the darkness you bleed
                                         I'm  not going to leave you, you are mine till you die.
                                         i'm your nothing, your everything, a flicker, a sigh
                                         so run if you will, but ill always be near
                                         ill follow you always
                                         your echo, your darkness
                                         your shadow, your fear

Monday, March 9, 2020

Terror of a grimfaced shadow

Moan within the deep canyon
Chill runs through the skin of dead man-
Chest filled with this terror-
Red shimmering eyes and sharp personality;
A mind works as draconian-

Run for it! Or die right here!
You have hands and feet-
Kill yourself but let your soul live!

It brought this curse of legacy,
Losing it's dignity..
Creating a great massacre of share-
Sharing your flesh with the shadows of dark..
The nemesis has been born right now!
The great black hole collided with the light-
The shadows will crawl up from the hell..
Showing off it's grim face-
Praise the shadow lord of doom

Terrorizing the universe within itself..

Scream out for the light
It's gone...forever now..
Emptiness is hollowing in for the kill

Biting your soul and crunching your flesh
No reason for any fight..
Grimace cupidity is arriving.

Friday, March 6, 2020

Ebony Shell

Walking through this dark concrete forest,
Feeling those heavy stones on my chest,
Slowing me down, down and down;
In this dark of night, I'm the only one on the prowl.
The sinners crawl,
As the darkness falls,
"Hello, Hello, Remember me?
I'm everything you can't control."
Fallen Angels at my feet,
Whispering voices as my wrists are slit;
She beckons me, shall I give in?
Upon my end, shall I begin

My Dark

Between the stars
The image of my soul
Yang: consumed
Why cover my nose when I hunt for penguins? It's the only part of me that's true!
The cheapest ink, I soil the coastline, and find no trouble when I close my eyes to sleep
Before the T.V shines it's light, the candid canvas casts its character
No words yet has God spoken. His silence bares my name

THIS is what I am

Do not poison me with positivity
Do not encourage me with your warming glow
As I am is how I shall remain
Until all I see, is me

Thursday, March 5, 2020

darkness

…Death is now, beautiful to seek
The sheets smells so exotic,
from motions of physical devotion
Three suns has lit up darkness in the reality of illusion
My hands are empty from cards to gamble,
lips are dry with no cigarette to blow,
A dreadful truth I lived, a rock I stood on… Far away, I watched it flow,
What an irony, your life is.
A stupid clown colored with red and blue
a colorless star shinning, useless as you.
A heart meant to pump blood, yet misunderstood,
nails scratching on walls of an enigma.
PAIN,
pushing the slave inside your skull,
yet the slave is dead.
Your deepest fear and desires,
More for lust and not for love
Because we live by ecstasy
Lazy pastimes of forgotten joy slowly creep out of the mind
As a shroud of darkness blankets your eyes
Welcome to the land of inadequate memories.
Slowly the rose awaits for autumn to arrive and mutters
To gently take off the beauty it carries leaving it without petals
Harsh it is but true, describing the lives of What once was

drift to me

I love you in
My sleeping dreams
Where you haunt me
With Shadow and memory
And I without knowing
How or when
Long for you
To return to me
My life devoid of sound
Hope to see the colors
Of your eyes and your smile
Drift to me once again

wolf

Her breasts sang to me in howls
Like the heads of two White Wolves
Snarl and Snap. Stand back!
At the same time so intriguing.
Surly my tender caress would tame
And calm the frightened brutes?
A nip or two might well be the priceimage
Well worth the risk to tame
Two such proud and noble beasts!
Advice from a Wolf,
Trust your instincts!

Surrender

I long to see you defeated
Your whole being in naked surrender
A slave shackled and bound
In answer to your own desire
Your heart beating wildly
As your perspiration works
To cool your hot body
Every muscle lax and spent
Your nipples tender to the touch
From the stroking received
Of my tongue and fingers
And the slapping of my cock
Each breath sculpting a new you
With the rise and fall of your ribs
And the shimmering of your body
Wrapped both in and out
Of twisted white linens
Each exhalation of your breath
Whispers sounds of elation
Your lips pursed to the rushing air
The sound of a gentle breeze from you mouth
And as you recover the sound of “Yes”
And I your benefactor and slave
Breathe in the smell rising from your body
Watching as you recover from your giving
Your unbound hair wet and warm
Where the sweat from you brow and neck
Collects in your hairline as you lie there
Your pussy wet and warm
From my kisses lip to lip
And the friction of my hard cock
Eager once again to send my come
Deep inside you aching womb

Panties

You asked me what I want from you
And so I will answer you
With the greatest of pain,
That I want it all.

Your eyes and your heart beating for me
Your desires turning to me to be filled
Your hips rising in request for me
To peel the panties across your thighs

The taste of your lips and your tongue
Wetting my mouth, you back arched
As you show me the light within you
And these are just the beginnings.

My Slave

Submissive servant pet of mine
On your knee’s without a whine
Serve Me well,Serve Me Right
Serve your Master with great delight
A strong fair hand strikes your cheek
But never allow those eye’s to tweak
Your Master’s command your only quest
As he demands for you to do your best
When you fail to do My bidding
My punishment will be unforgiving
For this cage of Mine you will surely know
you will be bounded with chains silk and leather
you will feel the most intimate pain as my whip strikes your back i will coat you in hot wax and lick the drippings from your flesh
you honor me by calling me master submitting to me

Wake Up Call

He lay there peacefully sleeping on his stomach, his breathing slow and deep. The early morning light filtered through the crack in the curtains.
She lay beside him her bare hip connecting with his under the sheet that skimmed their naked bodies, gently caressing his solid back with the very tips of her fingernails. She felt him stir lightly, she rakes her nails down his back and across his bum. She saw him tense his cheeks and squeeze them together as he felt her breath against his back.

With a smile playing on her lips her fingers danced and fluttered over his bum, with her finger she traced the words ‘I want you’ at the base of his back, he sighed loudly and turned his head to look at her a cheeky glint in his eye.
He looked deep into hers and said ‘well take me then, I’m all yours’…..

She shuffled closer on the bed and stretched her leg over and sat on his bum, with firm hands she began rubbing his shoulders squeezing as she did, she could feel his body relax underneath her, she leaned forward her stiff nipples grazed his skin and gently she started to nip his neck and shoulders with her teeth, with a few soft kisses in between.
He could feel her nipples graze his back and her hot breath on his shoulders. He grew harder as he felt the heat and wetness from her pussy on his bum.

He shifted slightly and she moved with him, she leaned back to let him move so he was now on his back, as she straddled him her dampness pressed against his belly she placed a kiss on his soft lips.
As she kissed him he knew that he loved and wanted this woman more than he ever wanted anything in his life before…..

IHe slowly pushed his tongue in between hers, she darted hers out to meet with his all the time her eyes boring into him. This time it wouldn’t just be sex they were going to make love.

He pulled himself forward and sitting up, her still straddled across him they were both sitting she blushed slightly as they were eye to eye. As he looked deep into her eyes with an intensity she hadn’t seen before he whispered ‘I fucking love you’.
His strong hands grabbing the back of her neck he pulled her face towards him and kissed her his lips possessing hers. They kissed like their lives depended on it, his hands gripped her ass as tentatively their tongues swirled each others, she could feel his dick getting harder and digging into her thigh, she slipped her hand down and stroked his shaft her eyes never leaving his. Her velvet like touch grabbed his cock, he closed his eyes and let her lead how this was going to go. He just knew that he loved her and wanted her like nothing on earth had ever been wanted before.

With her tender touch she guided his cock into her wet opening, shifting upwards she lowered herself onto him until her pussy consumed his cock. His breathing getting deeper his bristles brush her cheek as they leisurely rock their hips towards each other.

As they gently rocked back and forth he could feel her pussy gripping him like a vice and he slowly came out of her a tiny bit then as she rocked back again she pushed down on his cock until she could get no more in. He could feel her swollen clit softly kissing his pelvis every time she pushed back.
He grabbed her hair and pulled her face towards him. She thought he was going to kiss her but he did not, he clasped his lips onto her neck once more knowing that this drove her crazy.

She let out a soft moan her breathing getting faster, her hips ground down further against his, she was squirming with a deep needy ache for him, peeking at him through her lashes she led his hand down so the pad of his thumb was pressing against her swollen clit as she bit her lip…..

He loved it when she bit her lip it just made him harder if that was possible at that moment but somehow it did. She felt him get harder she also felt the pressure of his thumb against her clit as he moved it in small circles against her. She ground even harder against him..

He leaned up and took her breast in his mouth biting and pulling on her nipple, all the while she ground her pussy harder onto his cock, her hands on the back of his head she pulled him closer……

Pushing her tongue deeper inside his mouth, his thumb was pressing even harder against her clit making her gasp and groan louder. Nipping his tongue as she gasped. he grabbed and parted her ass cheeks and started to thrust into her hard and fast.

With his fingers digging into her ass he rammed his rigid cock deep into her dripping pussy, he lifted her off and slammed into her again and again…..

Until she screamed out loud for him to fuck her as hard as he could. He grabbed her hips and started to pound her pussy like he had never done before. Finding a strength deep within to literally fuck her to within an inch of her sweet life.

His cock possessed her pussy, her skin was on fire with 1 hard final thrust he pounded into her as she exploded all over his dick. Her juices dripped down his shaft…..

Covering him in her sweet tasting nectar. She felt him spurt into her jet after jet of his cum filling her to the brim with his hot sticky juice. She gripped him from within and milked him dry with her pussy walls griping him in a vice like hold.

Their bodies covered in a film of sweat they clung to each other, both breathing hard n fast, she eased back his cock leaving her…..

He kneeled up and looked at this woman lying there spent in front of him her eyes staring into his deepest depths. Good morning my lovely she whispered.

10 commandments

1) I am the Lord, Thou shall not have any strange Gods before me....
2) Thou shall not take the Lord thy God in vein....
3) Remember  to keep the holy Sabbath day....
4) Honor thy mother and father....
5) Thou shalt not kill...
6) Thou shalt not commit adultery...
7) Thou shalt not steal...
8) Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbor...
9) Thou shalt not covet thy neighbors wife... 
10) Thou shalt not covet thy neighbors goods...

beast

Rays of light, last in the sky with descending sun, soon to die
Diving behind horizon, light just disappear from the darkness reaching out, shadows appear
Dark shadows, lurking out to hunt and eat children of the dark, soon biting mortal meat
Loud screams of desperation and pain echoing for dead ears just dying in vain
This night, demons will have feast this night, world is for the beast...

Joke

so a guy walks into a pharmacy and is looking around. The cashier asks,"may I help you sir?"
Yes I'm looking for tampons
Aisle 3 on the right sir she replies.
A few minutes later the goes to the register with a ball of twine and a bag of cotton balls.
Weren't youlooking for tampons she asks?
Well it's like this he says. I sent her to the store for cigarettes and she comes back with rolling papers and loose leaf cause it's sooooo much cheaper and I thought if I have to roll my own so does she

Daddy’ babydoll

she longs for a Daddy to be her keeper, one to adore her and always need her. Each night in her sleep the dreams are freed but she wakes each morning still feeling the need.

She knows she belongs in her Daddy’s arms, where it’s sure and so safe from the world’s harms, for in those arms there would be the power to protect her always, each and every hour.

And for this in return, she would offer her love, to the Daddy she needs and often dreams of, for she’s waited so long, to be cuddled tight, to lay with her keeper at the end of each night.

Oh, what a wonderful life this would be, the being something on which they agree for all little girls need the love daddy knows, to teach and guide them in life as they grow.

All the while always looking, a Daddy is he, asking himself where this little girl might be, something catches his eye as he searches for her, so he follows the path as he wants to be sure.


Eyes not yet meeting as their thoughts they share, they move closer together as they feel each’s care. Now her days are much brighter and his even more… only fate knows for sure, will he stand at her door?

True Facts About Wolves

Wolves are a class of the canine family, and they seem to do very well in the right environment. In fact, they are the largest of all canines with exception of some dog species. They are meat eaters and can range in size considerably depending on where they live. Some of them are only about 55 pounds full grown while others can be up to 200 pounds. They can range in size from 40 to 65 inches in length. Such a measurement is from the tip of the nose to the end of the tail.

They have long gotten a bad reputation out there in the wild. They are very intelligent animals that live in groups that are known as packs. They have thick fur to help them survive in a variety of climates. They are found to live in many places throughout the Northern Hemisphere. However, the amount of roaming space that they have continues to get smaller all the time.

Wolves live in small groups that are called packs. They can have from 6 to 20 members in them at a time. They have a very large range that they cover from 33 to 6,200 km2. They hunt as a group which makes it possible for them to take down large prey such as moose and elk. This type of kill helps to ensure there is plenty of food to go around for the entire pack.


Wolf Species
The Gray Wolf is the one most people are familiar with. They can be all colors and range in size depending on where they happen to reside.
Gray Wolf
The Common Wolf is also known as the Gray Wolf. This is the type of wolf that most people are familiar with.
Arctic Wolf
No other wolf in the world can offer the same coloring as the Arctic Wolf. It is very unique due to the location where it is found.
Red Wolf
The name of the Red Wolf stems from the fact that they can have a reddish coat on them. It is often a cinnamon shade of red.
Indian Wolf
The reddish or light brown coloring of the Indian Wolf is part of the reason that many believe it to be a fox when they catch a glimpse of it in the wild.
Himalayan Wolf
The Himalayan Wolf is a subspecies of the Gray Wolf. This is a fairly new species to have been identified.
Ethiopian Wolf
Due to the physical appearance of the Ethiopian Wolf it is often mistaken for either a fox or a jackal.
Eastern Wolf
The Eastern Wolf is a distinct species even though many people mistake it for a subspecies of the Gray Wolf or the Red Wolf.



Wolf Habitat
Some species of wolves only live in the United States in forests and other areas where animals are plentiful for them to consume due to their dietary needs.
Wolf Feeding
You may be surprised to find that they can consume up to 20 pounds of meat in a single feeding.
Wolf Reproduction
When it comes to the actual mating, only the lead male and female will actually do so. This is why it is often hard to get the number of wolves to increase.
Wolf Anatomy
The body of a wolf allows it to be able to survive in a variety of different locations.
Wolf Communication
The howl of the wolf can be heard from miles around. It is the trademark by which these very animals are known.
Wolf Body Language
The wolf is one of the best communicators out there when it comes to the use of body language.
Wolf Predators
Sometimes fights over food sources can lead to the wolves having enemies that normally wouldn’t be there.
Wolf Social Structure
The leader of the pack is the alpha male and his mate is the beta female. Many believe that the social order of a pack is determined by fear and dominance of the one in charge.
Wolf Territorial Behavior and Dispersion
It is estimated that at least 10% of the territory of a wolf pack is covered daily. They aren’t idle for very long, making it hard to track where they are actually at.

When you look at the history of what has occurred for the wolf, it makes you wonder how they have been able to survive until now. These animals have been heavily hunted since the early 1600’s. The fact that we now have more advanced weapons has only made it worse. Some of them were hunted to get them out of certain locations or for food. Most of them were hunted to take their skins for warm and to make money.

It is estimated that in the 19th century more than one million wolves around the world were needlessly killed. It may surprise you to learn that even in the United States things weren’t on their side. In 1950’s an anti wolf campaign was initiated that lead to the legal destruction of thousands of them. It wasn’t until mid-1970’s when it was decided that it needed to stop.

Even so, the damages had already been done with the wolves seeing a drastic reduction in their numbers as well as their natural habitat. They still have not been able to make a strong comeback over all even though they are doing quite well in some locations thanks to protective programs and organized implementation efforts.

Many species of wolves continue to be endangered at this point in time. For many, they aren’t nearly as important as some of the other animals out there that are on this same list. That has made it even harder to get organized efforts in place and to get adequate funding to help cover the costs of the efforts that are in place to protect them.

Montana and Idaho removed the protective status of wolves residing there. Now it is legal for them to be hunted during particular seasons of the year. In most other locations it is illegal to kill them but people do so anyway. When the risk of being caught trapping or shooting them is there they turn to poison.

It can be very hard to determine the cause of death for a wolf by the time it is found. There can be no traces of poison left in the body. Even if there is, it is extremely difficult to prove where it came from. What often happens is those want to get rid of wolves will place poison on the carcass of a newly killed animal. They leave it in the wild for the wolves to find and feed upon. This can kill and entire wolf pack in very little time.

This is a very painful way to die though and one that isn’t very humane. Additionally, it isn’t always the wolves that find this source of food. As a result other types of animals can be killed as well though such efforts.

Getting people to understand that wolves are a significant part of nature is part of the efforts in place to protect them. Changing the mindset that people have about them is also important. When these animals are killed then they are one step closer to extinction. Protecting their natural environment is important as well. The smaller area that they have to cover for food and shelter the less likely they are going to be able to survive.

The concerns over wolf hunting date back to the 1600’s according to the information that we have records of. There are also records that wolves were almost completely wiped out of their natural habitats in England. Men with horses set out to hunt them in any way they could. They often set traps, dug pits that they would fall into as they ran through the wilderness, and used dogs to track them down.

The same types of stories unfolded throughout Europe as well. They were almost all killed by the 1700’s. As newer weapons and better traps were developed, it became easier for man to hunt wolves. The biggest reason why they were destroyed is that man felt they were a huge threat to them. Stories of wolves eating men and other horrific visions meant that the mentality was to kill them or to be killed.

The Indians believed the wolf was a sacred animal. They only hunted them when necessary for food. They believed the gods had placed the wolves there for their survival. They consumed the meat and used other body parts for tools. They tried not to waste any of what they too, from nature.

The hides from the wolves were used by Indians to keep them warm and even to make hats from. As the fur trade went into full swing, many hunters were killing wolves for the sole purpose of removing their hides. The rest of the animal was left there to rot. This was about the same time that people weren’t just hunting for food anymore. Instead they were also growing fruits and vegetables.

Where did they put all of it? They continued to move into territories where wolves had roamed for a very long time. This meant a smaller amount of area for them to be able to survive out there. It also meant that humans started to come into contact with them. The fears that people have of wolves are unfounded, but that didn’t stop them from being hunted. When a wolf was spotted they already knew others were close by. They decided to hunt them rather than to wait for an attack from the pack.

Due to the drastically low numbers of wolves, it is illegal in most areas to hunt them. Some populations such as those in Montana are now high enough again that limited hunting of them is allowed. There is still a great deal of illegal hunting that goes on behind the scenes though.

For many hunters the thrill of finding a wolf in Alaska or Canada is something that they are very interested in doing. They can spend days or weeks in the wilderness trying to track them down. With limited numbers it has become increasingly hard to find them to hunt. Yet for many that is part of the fun of trying to make it happen. Some of them also hire guides in these areas that know where to find the wolves.

A great deal of it is conducted by ranchers who have purchased land very close to the natural habitat of the wolves. They are upset that the wolves are killing their livestock and other animals. They feel that they are justified to kill them in order to protect the animals they have invested their money in.

 "In Better Place"
Theres a better place for you
where the lights shine above
calling for you to come
it is time for you to let go
there for we will think if you
and will be in our hearts
we know theres a better place

We will remember you with great honor
holding you up high
we know that you loved us
and when you let go
and lay to sleep for the final time
tears will be shed outta love
outta respect

Grandpa
we will always hold you deep within our hearts
i'm happy that I got to see you that one last time
and got to hold your hand, feel your touch
and having the memory of you sitting and smiling with krystina
she will never forget it

with love, respect and sorrow
I send you to heaven with love and acceptanceness
for your life has touched mine so deeply
sleep well grandpa, one day we will meet and celebrate together.

after making love

 wake from sleeping
our bodies entwined
still cooling from
the heated moments
shared between us.
She slumbers content
her back against my chest,
my arms hold her close.
As I slowly move,
she dances with me
unable to stop the
rhythm between us.
Her body next to mine
With every move
she is my shadow
refusing to let it end
even in her dreaming.

death

Death, you are my sweet love,
come and give me your cold embrace...

Wrap your icy arms around me,
hold me, kiss me till I die...

Let me feel your cold touch,
feel you, feel death of my flesh...

Release my soul from this agony,
give me freedom, let me die

BASIC FACTS ABOUT GRAY WOLVES

Gray wolves range in color from grizzled gray or black to all-white. As the ancestor of the domestic dog, the gray wolf resembles German shepherds or malamutes. Though they once nearly disappeared from the lower 48 states, today wolves have returned to the Great Lakes, northern Rockies and Southwestern United States.
Wolves play a key role in keeping ecosystems healthy. They help keep deer and elk populations in check, which can benefit many other plant and animal species. The carcasses of their prey also help to redistribute nutrients and provide food for other wildlife species, like grizzly bears and scavengers. Scientists are just beginning to fully understand the positive ripple effects that wolves have on ecosystems.

DIET
Wolves eat ungulates, or large hoofed mammals, like elk, deer, moose and caribou, as well as beaver, rabbits and other small prey. Wolves are also scavengers and often eat animals that have died due to other causes.

POPULATION
Did You Know?

Wolves have unique howls, like fingerprints, that scientists (and other pack members) can use to tell them apart.

There are an estimated 7,000 to 11,200 gray wolves in Alaska, 3,700 in the Great Lakes region and 1,675 in the Northern Rockies.

HABITAT & RANGE
Gray wolves were once common throughout all of North America, but were exterminated in most areas of the United States by the mid 1930s. Today, their range has been reduced to Canada, Alaska, the Great Lakes, northern Rockies and Pacific Northwest. Thanks to the reintroduction of wolves in 1995, Yellowstone National Park is one of the most favored places to see and hear wolves in their native habitat. Wolves require large areas of contiguous habitat that can include forests and mountainous terrain, and Mexican gray wolves can thrive in desert and brush in the southwest. Suitable habitat must have sufficient access to prey, protection from excessive persecution, and areas for denning and taking shelter.

Did You Know?

The alpha female and alpha male wolves of a pack usually mate for life.

BEHAVIOR
Wolves live, travel and hunt in packs of 7 to 8 animals on average. Packs include the mother and father wolves (called the alphas), their pups and older offspring. The alpha female and male are typically the pack leaders that track and hunt prey, choose den sites and establish the pack's territory. Wolves develop strong social bonds within their packs.

Wolves have a complex communication system ranging from barks and whines to growls and howls. While they don't actually howl at the moon, they are more active at dawn and dusk, and they do howl more when it's lighter at night, which occurs more often when the moon is full.

REPRODUCTION
Breeding season occurs once a year late January through March. Pups are born blind and defenseless. The pack cares for the pups until they fully mature at about 10 months of age when they can hunt on their own. Once grown, young wolves may disperse. Dispersing wolves have been known to travel 50 to 500 miles.

Mating Season: January or February.
Gestation: 63 days
Litter size: 4-7 pups