Salvation

will I ever find salvation?
maybe when I can get redemption
for crimes committed
a soul fill with blasphemy
a mind courting insanity
no rest for the wicked
ever
tranquilized
paralyzed
its calling my name
the darkness
it tries to lure me in
memories are haunting
taunting
the darkness comes closer
this has to stop
just give up
and when death
takes me in her cold arms
gentle
I am no longer afraid
finally salvation